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baaa----2004-06-24

well things haven't really been going great lately. the summer really has been really boring. we haven't gone anywhere on vacation yet, and my best friends work all the time, so i gots nobody around cept my little brother. and my work isn't going so well either, my once amazing boss is tired, short tempered and nit picky. i find that work is more emotionally draining that physically draining. that brings up another issue, that i'm fat. ok not fat really but overweight definitly, which has never happened to me before, but i never feel like doing anything but lying around. so i figured out yesterday that i'm depressed. not seriously depressed you know, it's something i can deal with, and i'm not quite sure that's it because i've never been depressed before, but perhaps i am.

this is one of those times when i need God more than anything else, but i'm too lazy to do anything about it. I can feel Him tugging at my soul, saying "come on back to me now" so gently. i am stubborn. and still God is faithful, and He will be until this sheep returns to the flock.

 

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