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how precious----2004-11-29

wow. its been a long time. sorry i left the post up for so long about being all depressed and such. not cool. my life couldn't be any more different than that now. I'm 20 years old as of yesterday and i must say that today is much the same as yesterday and the day before...and the day before. But 2 decades is still a pretty big deal to me, i still feel like i should be climbing trees and eating PBJ's.
for the past couple of months i've been feeling really distant from God, just living everyday one day at a time and not really thinking about how much i need Him. Perhaps that comes with the contentment of good friends and happy times, but happiness is just a feeling. it comes and goes like the tide or the wind. joy is always there of course, but at the times when happines fades and joy goes on and on, i realize how much God has blessed me and been there for me even when i failed to recognize or open my eyes to His glory. so slowly now, i'm taking up the slack of earthly contentment and holding on to that which matters the most, the love of Christ.

"and oh precious is the flow,
that makes me white as snow
no other fount i know
nothing but the blood of Jesus"

 

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